I think this says it all.

I'll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing that's right
In all I've done

And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it anywhere
Away from here

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear

Louder louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say

To think I might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbye
I nearly do

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear

Louder louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say

Slower slower
We don't have time for that
All I want's to find an easy way
To get out of our little heads

Have heart, my dear
We're bound to be afraid
Even if it's just for a few days
Making up for all this mess

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear

Thought's for my future.

When I was a little girl I always dream't of growing up, marrying a man I love with everything I have, and him loving me back the same way, having my own studio in my home and having horses on my property which conveniently sat in the middle of the mountains.

My life is coming together, my future is building itself right in front of my eyes. The man I love the most sits in front of me, the home of my dreams sits in front of me, my wedding, my horses, my music. Everything is coming together perfectly. And here I thought I would be alone and miserable for the rest of my life. My music is going the way I want it to, my relationship, my life, everything.

One thing, one outstanding thing is missing though.
Family.
Where is my family? I know they love me, I know they will always love me, but through all this drama they seem to have just vanished. I miss my family :/
It only consists of a few people but I miss them, I miss the love and support.
Have I lost them?
Please come back into my life family. I love you dearly.

As for everything else, I am truly happy in my life.
I'm engaged, I never thought I would ever get engaged HAHA >_> Highschool memories "No-one will ever like me wahhhhhhhh."
I am so ready for my future.
I am going to be getting married at my DREAM home for shit's sake. What more could I ask for?

I plan on building my own studio from the ground up, which should be quite fun.
Once it is done, I doubt anyone will hear from me for a little while, I will just huddle myself in my studio and never come out. :]

Well I'm not sure what else to say other than, thank you to my friends, family, and fans for helping me through the hard times. I appreciate everything you have done for me.

P.S. Mom & Dad: I love you guys so much... Mom - I wouldn't be the woman I am today if it wasn't for your strong influence, and teaching me to respect and love myself, I couldn't ask for a better mother, I love you.
Dad - We have had our rough patches but I know you love me more than anything in the entire world, I love you. We still need to go to dinner together, and go find smoke shisha <3

Two best parents I could ever ask for <3 <3 <3 <3 <3