I'm a happy person and it usually takes a lot to put me into a deep depression...but I'm slowly slipping into one, I don't want tot loose myself to it.
Why is it I have to remember such heartbreaking and mind shattering things?
Why should it all bother me?
Why am I a slave to my feelings?
Is there ever a point where the bad memories just ravage and drown the good one's?
It's all just needless pain at this point and I really want it to stop.
If it wasn't for Greg this whole experience would be so much worse...Thank you Greg <3 I love you.
Thank you friend's and family for doing what you have always done for me, and be there.
And Thank you to all of my fan's for being amazing.
Check out draculoh.com when you get a chance :]
Get better Shiloh. You're the best. :)
ReplyDeleteIt will get better... just take everything one day at a time and focus on being with the people you love and creating new happy memories until your old ones come back. Stay Strong! xo TC
ReplyDeleteIt'll be okay ♥ we're all here for you Shiloh :)
ReplyDeleteShiloh, you are so amazing. I cannot even begin to imagine what you are going through. You are such a beautiful woman, with a beautiful strong soul. Do what you think is best for you. I just hope you regain all your positive memories. I wish you the best of luck, health and future fortune. <3
ReplyDeleteHun, I know you want to believe that you don't need medical attention, but please, all of your fans care for your well being.
ReplyDeleteThis could be something far worse than random amnesia and something much more than just too much stress. You could be dying for all we know, but we'll never know unless you go to the hospital. Wouldn't you rather find out it's something small and fixable, rather than sitting around and wondering if it's a fatal disease?
Please, tell Greg you want to go to the hospital, get a simple check up. If it's not anything, than it isn't anything. But why would you want to take that chance when it could be something? I love you Shiloh, and all I care about is that you'll make it out of this okay. <3
to Fuggy u r dumb, shes wouldn't lie about her memory loss, people can get this.
ReplyDeleteTo Shiloh I hope you feel better, it takes time, have your fans sent you any cards or balloons or anything?, u don't deserve this neither does Greg,
your in my thoughts every day and night Shiloh.
It only takes time
Check out this channel http://www.youtube.com/user/DraculohNew is she seriously asking for a donation to cover her medical bills now? Is this some kind of a joke, gtfo bitch.
ReplyDeletethat channel is more than likely fake. It's very easy to pretend you are someone over the internet.
ReplyDeletePeople say that it's the painful memories that come back first because you learn from them and what you learned help you to remember what you applied it to and brings back further memories! :D
ReplyDeleteHere's to hoping and praying that you will be back to yourself soon enough. This is...honestly, such a horrible and terrifying thing that has happened to you, and you're very lucky you have Greg, your family, friends, and fans to help you through this predicament. Depression hurts...it's a bad place to be, so cheer up, k? I know it is hard, and I really don't have any idea to what is going on...but focus on your constants. Greg could be one. Lean on him, I know he will be doing everything in his power to guide you. Whatever is important to you, keep your mind on that. Whatever or whoever makes you happy...focus on them. You will get through this. <3
ReplyDeleteDid you see Shiloh's latest video on her new channel asking for donations? This is preposterous! http://youtu.be/4iLz0IX7ZVM
ReplyDeleteShiloh, i have the same thing. When a few months ago my memory dissapeared back 2 years. I dont remember anything. My boyfriend, my friends, that i was a fan of your songs, i felt so lost. But my memory came back almost all of it in a couple of months, but i still didint remember all of it, your song lyrics to cant hold on were one of the first. Regardless, you dont forget feelings you have for people. I didint know my boyfriends name, but i knew i loves him. Good luck darling, remember it takes time. Give greg my love and get better soon.
ReplyDeleteA loving and devoted fan. Haters gonna hate
Shiloh,
ReplyDeleteI saw your video here and was pretty shocked. My exboyfriends have taken very similar videos of me in the past.
I have dissociative identity disorder. I was diagnosed in 2004 with it and I have had very similar episodes to the one you experienced the other day.
DID is pretty easy to manage once you learn your triggers, etc.
I don't know if you're going to see this, but I hope you'll email me. Sending you good vibes and love and the sort.
Ugh, the people who believe that the donation video is real make me sick. They must not realize how easy it is to download videos off of Youtube, shuffle them around into a compilation, and put music to it. That's obviously a fake video... We all know that Greg would be advertising a new channel immediately.
ReplyDeleteShiloh, get well soon, girl. Just remember, the bad memories are what tend to stick with you through life, so let those just pass by and try and focus on all of the good things in life, and just maybe, you'll remember some happier moments :)
again i wish to get better for you as soon as possible
ReplyDeletekeem smiling...your amazing,at a time like this you manage to keep strong and i'm so happy that you are getting better (even though all the shit stuff keeps coming back,so will the good stuff more so!) and im glad you have someone like greg to keep you going through this!
ReplyDeletei hope you feel better soon.you babe :D!! <3
Please everyone check the new Draculoh Fundraising channel let's go and donate so that our Shiloh can be tested, a few dollars can really make a change.
ReplyDeletehttp://youtu.be/99fGCVL4haY