I woke up to a strange man who I now know as Greg thinking I was being hurt, or violated.
I did not know where I was, or who he was.
The last thing I remember is talking to my ex boyfriend when I was 15 [2008]
Before Greg showed me proof that I had been with him for this long, and he wasn't here to hurt me..
I had tried to defend myself against him by picking up a heavy object and threatening to hit him with it.
That's when he showed me my passport, a Skype call with Damon who I have known for years and the date [proof of age] ,along with the tattoo on my neck [undeniable proof of my age, and love for him]
Later that night I felt close to him, like I had feelings for him, I feel love for him, that's something that I remember.
I have realised he is going to help me, and he love's me...he's a very good man.
Please do not be aggressive towards him, he did the right thing...I don't want a doctor, I just want to be around him, and slowly remember my life.
<3
ReplyDeleteGet better Shiloh, everybodys worried <3
ReplyDeleteMy dear. I cannot even begin to imagine what you are going through. Just seeing those videos, I began becoming teary eyed. I hope you recover. You do not deserve this, nor does Greg deserve to see you go through this. But unfortunately bad things happen to good people sometimes. I hope you get well and regain memories. My prayers go out to you two. <3
ReplyDeleteI can't wait until you get batter! You're such a beautiful person and you have such a great personality. Be strong!
ReplyDeleteBe happy your have Greg, i wish he was mine :(
Get better soon. <3 We're all here for you, and Greg will do fabulously to help you through everything.
ReplyDeleteI hope you recover soon. I'm so sorry for what happend and I almost cried while watching that video. Get well soon <3
ReplyDeleteI really cried over this. I just hope things turn out smoothly for you, Shiloh. You and Greg have had so many happy moments together, but I'm sure you two may have had some tough times while not on camera making youtube videos. I look up to the both of you, so stay strong. Please.<3
ReplyDeleteGet better Shiloh. <3x a billion and five. ( I don't know why and 5 it makes it sound better tehe.
ReplyDeleteI Hope everything turns out ok! I hope this makes you and greg stronger! He seems to love you so much and it would kill him to lose you-I love you Shiloh and Greg. Best wishes.
ReplyDeleteI hope you get better, Shiloh! We all love you! Be strong, and we will always be there for you. No matter what! Love you, Shiloh! <3
ReplyDeleteShiloh, my thoughts are with you dear. You are so lucky to have someone like greg to help you through these times. I hope you will be able to gain back all the wonderful memories you have somewhere. We are all with you~ Love you lots and hope you feel better. <3
ReplyDeleteShiloh get well You're lucky to have great fans and Greg who loves you :)
ReplyDeleteShiloh. I really wish the best for you, and for Greg. Hopefully you will begin to remember the years you lost, even if it starts little by little. I feel like Greg will do everything in his power to help you, and you're lucky to have him to guide you through this...
ReplyDeleteGet better soon. You'll get through this. You have a huge fanbase backing you up through everything, as well as family, friends, and Greg.
Oh Shiloh I'm so sorry that this has happened to you =( I hope you have a smooth, healthy recovery <3 You are a very lucky girl to have such an amazing man in your life <3 Love you Sweetheart
ReplyDeleteIf this is real - see a doctor. I've seen this type of thing happen, as being in the medical profession for many years. It was small "Strokes", that the person ignored over and over, then the big one came. He was only 26, and besides these exact things your explaining he was totally healthy. He's now dead, all because he didn't want to see a doctor. Nobody wants to, but to save your own life - YOU HAVE TO! Please be responsible. I'm only saying this because I care and would hate to see a talented girl such as yourself die over something like this.
ReplyDeleteI really hope you're ok, you both shiloh and greg. some thing very similar happened to me the last year. for 24 hours, i didn't remember my name and i could not write nothing. doctors said, had been a stroke. I would not have major problems. I had no neurological damage. This happened because I was under a lot precion, I was stressed out. i really think she have to see a doctor. is important, the cardiovascular attack produces these symptoms of memory loss, among other things. as loss of traction in the hands or speaking.
ReplyDeleteI hope she recovers soon, really. from my heart I send my love and support. Shiloh: a big hug, Get well soon and returns to sing, I love your song 'Cant Hold On' identifies me in any way.
<3!!
p.s:go see a doctor please!!!
Greg is the one for you Shiloh, he may sound a little crazy, but he is a great guy...
ReplyDeleteI hope you get better soon, i got a little worried about the last vid from "onision's" channel...
Stay strong ^_^
i wish you the best of luck to remember more soon and all the great time's you've had with greg. i hope every thing will go okay, i was devistated when i saw the first video. good luck.
ReplyDeleteim sorry that i guy have to go through this difficult time, and i also support Greg's decision to not call 911 when this began. I think the best thing he did was to film you'r and his experience when this begun. I'hope u start to remember him and the rest of your past as well. Best of wishes to you both ill keep both of u in my prayers :)
ReplyDeleteShiloh me and my friends love you. Even though we are completely strangers we love your voice and music and we wish the best for you to recover your memory. <3
ReplyDeleteIf all of this, or if anything Greg has told you isn't proof of just how many people love you and how many people have grown to love you, then let all of these comments show that. We love you, Shiloh. Greg loves you. We all hope that this gets resolved because even though I haven't known you on YouTube for that long, I cried when I saw that video of you, as did many others. I'm not very good at this, if you can't tell, so I think I'll just end by wishing you the very best, and sending, once again, my love and support :)
ReplyDelete~ Another girl named Shiloh
hes a very good man i hope you remeber soon, all my hopes and prayers are all for you i hope the light thats inside you brings back those memories i cant imadgine what your going through you are such a strong and amazing woman i hope that you recover soon <3
ReplyDeleteawwwwww that is true love. with you forgeting ever thing for u to remeber the love you have for him is so cute. i wish i had a love like that. my love is moving to philly and i want to cry him a river.
ReplyDeleteKeep fighting! And get well soon.
ReplyDeleteGreg is a really good guy for you. Be safe a go to a doctor, or better tell us if you are going to one. The important thing here is you to be safe, ok?
ReplyDeleteStay strong!
I was really worried about you the whole day. Thank god you're feeling better now :) you probably don't remember this but lately you've been being AWESOME ^^!
ReplyDeleteGet better soon,Shiloh.
ReplyDeleteI am glad that you're not afraid of Greg, but don't you think a doctor would be better? You don't just randomly loose your memory like that unless you have some sort of sickness, or hit your head.
ReplyDeleteHey, My Best advice to give you is to handwrite a journal, and give your best recollection of the day, even if you have a memory lapse, write about the memory lapse. I hate to say this, I really do, but since this has happened before, and it seems to be getting worse, It's not gonna get better, it's just gonna progress. You are in my heart, and in my prayers. Let's hope for the best, and prepare for the worse.
ReplyDeleteI became really sad and worried when I saw Greg's video, it seemed like such a horrible experience for both you and Greg. I really hope that you regain your memory soon. You and Greg seem like an amazing item and in his YouTube videos you seem to have a lot of fun together. I hope you get better soon! Love <3 (Sorry for the bad English, I'm from Sweden)
ReplyDeleteShiloh, please get better! I almost cried when I saw that video. Greg loves you so, so much. I really hope everything gets better for you. Please remember.
ReplyDeleteWe love you, and Greg does to.(: I;ll pray for you, i know that might mean much to you, but it kinda dose to me. I;ll send you good vibe;s. <3
ReplyDelete/Amy Midori.<3
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That's beautiful Shiloh. I hope you get better soon <3 :)
ReplyDeleteShiloh, I'm not saying i'm glad this happened, but it's always good to know i'm not the only one. 6 months ago i lost about a year and a half. i never really got it back, but i try not to think about that too much. i just try to keep going. so i just thought that if you ever want someone to relate to, i'm here... i'm sorry this happened to you, but talking about it always helps me :]
ReplyDeleteI hope you recover soon please remember that everyone loves you. Don't stress yourself ok :D
ReplyDeleteoh, right. so feel free to e-mail me was the whole point of my comment. duh.
ReplyDeleteYeah. Like. Totally remember me already. LOL. We seriously talked about necklaces at length. You beaded the BLUE one for a specific purpose ... which is why I gave you the pendant today. We'll have to get together to rehash all the things we've been through already (and I haven't known you that long, Shiloh). Smooches. Surrounding you with healing love energy and a sense of safety/comfort. ~ Tami
ReplyDeleteAnother triumph of love, despite all circumstances. Inspiring, eh?
ReplyDeleteoh god this is so sad please see some kind of speicalist don't try and do this on your own it might not work! please try and see someone I hope you get better soon! D':
ReplyDelete<3 Get better, Shiloh.
ReplyDeletePlease get better soon )-= *Love giving* <3
ReplyDeleteAren't you dead yet?
ReplyDeleteI can't sleep, think, hoping and praying you'll get better, I'm just listening to your music on youtube. Your a very talented and gifted signer. Greg is so lucky to have you in his life. I can so imagine how freighting this is for you for loosing 3 yrs, I hope you'll get better Shiloh, through the your youtube, facebook, your blogs, everything you post or Greg posts we all love you and want you to feel better Shiloh. Hang in there, be strong, don't let the enemy bring you down. Greg is so luck to have found you Shiloh. <3 we all love you <3
ReplyDeleteYou just lost 3 years of your memory and then you just casually log into your account WITH YOUR PASSWORD that you shouldn't remember in the first place? During your seizure your boyfriend films you and then uploads it on youtube to make a bunch of cash? Even if it is real can anyone not realize the extend of this cruelness? Instead of shipping your fat ass back home where you would feel less stress, you decide to stay with a supposedly total stranger?
ReplyDeleteWake up people. Greg is getting desperate for some urgent cash, mark my words it won't be long when she will miraculously remember everything, I'm curious what ploy he will think next, Skye breaking into your home and impregnating you with your Uncle's sperm?
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ReplyDeleteSo you state that Greg proved who he was through a conversation with Damon on skype:
ReplyDelete"hat's when he showed me my passport, a Skype call with Damon who I have known for years and the date [proof of age] ,along with the tattoo on my neck [undeniable proof of my age]"
Yet on greg's facebook he states
"'On the phone informing Damon (SmellzYeButt) that Shiloh really did lose her memory... he's saying he thought it was fake too... now he knows the truth."
This doesn't add up, and yet still loads of young girls believe you and are worrying themselves sick over this. This is horrible.
Ignore the foolish haters.
ReplyDeleteWhy would you make something like this up. If you did, then you do have problems. But honestly I believe you are telling the truth, and I wish you all the best. Hopefully your memory comes back soon. I miss you. :)
Get well soon love :')
ReplyDeleteYours,
Jagg
I send lots of love your way! i hop you get better soon
ReplyDeleteRegarding http://draculoh.blogspot.com/2011/06/memory-loss.html?showComment=1308900448103#c8045402669937129314:
ReplyDeleteGreg might have her password or her account might have never been logged out. There is a remember me button you silly person. Plus he might have shown a recorded skype call. Oh and by the way I'm worried and i'm a guy :P
Shiloh, you seriously need a doctor. We're all worried and hope you get through this.
ReplyDeleteREMEMBER LOVE
ReplyDeletei feel like theres something your not telling us. did something like this happen before or doctors told you along time ago this could happen and what they would have to do but the outscome was a small chance or something? you need to get checked out. it could be a simple test and they know what happened and you can be helped. if u think its too much u can stop but do what is best for your health. not ur pride.
ReplyDeleteDon't worry Shiloh, eveything will get better :)
ReplyDelete5ba7e3cc-9e30-11e0-b923-000bcdcb471e-How dare you say shiloh is lying, would you like IT if you loss your memory or u had Alzheimer and people called you a LIAR, NO YOU WON'T LIKE THAT AT ALL.
ReplyDeleteAin_Elohim maybe Greg TOLD HER, ever thought of that? and then maybe Shiloh thought "maybe I should inform people"
Grow up people, people can have this, Onision might of told shiloh her password ever thought of that people? she probably wanted to update her fans.
Hey, hun. I hope today is better for you. I can't imagine how horrible this is for you. If you can't really remember Greg fully yet - then don't worry. You already know he's a good man who will look out for you while you recover. Good luck to you both! =)
ReplyDeleteI normally don't message people or take an interest in people who are considered famous but this is an interesting matter. I have a little advice that im sure you get from other places as well but here it is.
ReplyDeleteI know from experience that you can not try to get your memory back all at once. It's hard. And sometimes it hurts. So be sure to take it a day at a time.
Now, if you watch the videos you made together it may help. Not just the edited stuff, but the un edited as well. This may help. Also pictures of places you were together at. Events. And even just photos of herself without greg.
TO GREG SPECIFICALLY.
Do not change the way you act. Be yourself. Yes you may be scared but threes nothing you can do but help her ONLY when she needs it. Don't push anything on her, let her recover on her own time. Also if it gets to hard for her, let her rest.
TO Draculoh SPECIFICALLY
Rest, let it come back slowly. Also if you love him, you will fall back in love with him again.
And memory loss could be signs of a lot of medical conditions. I can understand that you don't want to go to the doctor, but if something drastic like this happens again, please consider it, for yourself, and greg.
Thank you for reading, and I hope you both get through this. I'm sure you can.
I want to say to all the people who think this is fake, does it really matter. You are NOT detectives, there's no way to know for sure. Why not offer advice that we can offer. If this is real they need it. If not, well does it really matter?
ReplyDeleteHey Shiloh. I'm so sorry to hear what happened to you. I was so scared when I saw that video... I really hope you retain your memory. I hope you feel well. Trust Greg, he's a good man. <3
ReplyDeletei hope you get better soon u r a very strong woman and even though i am older then u i look up to u u r not afraid to b u and i admire that. u will get better i no it even more so that u have Greg to watch over and help u he is a great guy vry careing and loves u with all his heart. get better soon. with love
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One more thing, have you thought about hypnosis? You could have a doctor come in and put you in a subconscious state and help to revive your memories. I think it might help. :) Good luck.
ReplyDeleteTi's not a hoax, but it's not a neurological disorder. Shiloh has sever boundary issues. This is attention seeking behavior. She needs therapy. You can see by her behaviour her tremors are concious, her reaction to the pictures of her love ones were not genuine. Her whole behaviour screams someone compulsively acting out for attention. This is why she refuses medical attention, if she goes to a real doctor they will out her as someone who is constructing these 'episodes'.
ReplyDeleteShiloh. What if this is fatal, or potentially fatal? how can you rebuild your life if you could lose 6 years or 10 years the next time? or die, for fuck sake. Not going to the doctor is the absolute worst decision in this situation, even if it is your right to make it. If you care about your life and the lives of the people that love you, please don't deny yourself the medical attention that could spare you a miserable life, or an abruptly ended one. There are people all over the world who would kill for a chance to see a doctor for much less serious things than this.
ReplyDeletePlease go to the Hospital! Respect you right to live girl!
ReplyDeleteEveryone's praying, Shiloh!! <3 <3 <3
ReplyDeletego to a doctor.
ReplyDeleteI had very similar symptoms when I had developed a brain tumor at the age of 19. I lost something like six months of memory overnight. It eventually came back, and I was cured over the last year, but you NEED to go to the hospital. Now.
ReplyDeletePlease go see a doctor! you need medical assistance immediatly! These are the kind of syptoms poeple have that have FUCKING BRAIN TUMORS! I do not want to see such a great personality such as yours getting deteriorated over time.
ReplyDeleteYou need to go to a doctor. You don't just get your memory back and everything is OK. With symptoms like these you need medical assistance.
ReplyDeleteYou certainly need to see a doctor, and find out what's causing this. Please. I don't know you, but given the video I've seen, if real (and I myself not being a mental health professional or neurologist) you need to seek medical help.
ReplyDeleteIf you're not lying then you seriously need to see a doctor, if you research the causes of this then you will realize that most of them end in death if not treated.
ReplyDeleteDarling, I am BEGGING you, PLEASE PLEASE go see a doctor.
ReplyDeleteI've had a family member be in a similar situation and this could be MUCH more serious than just memory loss, there could be something wrong with your brain function that you don't yet know about! You could lose way more memory or it could even be fatal!
Just ONE visit and if it's nothing serious go home. PLEASE.
Check out this channel http://www.youtube.com/user/DraculohNew is she seriously asking for a donation to cover her medical bills now? Is this some kind of a joke, gtfo bitch.
ReplyDeletePlease watch TJ's video response to Onision. Maybe it will convince you to go to the doctor.
ReplyDeletehttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xAKbqX4maA4
you need to see a doctor, the people of the internet will not be happy until you do, we(tj's loyal fans) wish you the best xx
ReplyDeleteI Hope You Get Better. All Of Your Fans And I Are Supporting You All The Way Through Thick And Thin. Take Care Shiloh. <3
ReplyDeleteDid you see Shiloh's latest video on her new channel asking for donations? This is preposterous! http://youtu.be/4iLz0IX7ZVM
ReplyDeleteHi! I hope you get better, too! How did you manage to remember your passwords, your websites, and your blogs url?
ReplyDeleteI mean, did you forgot everything? How did you manage to remember you've got a blog.
Get beter, and I hope you see a doctor!
(I also posted on facebook)
ReplyDeleteShiloh, I just watched a lot videos (about what happened) on youtube and found out about the incident. I just want you to know that you have my complete support and I am so sorry for what happened. I love you Shiloh, I wish you well.
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