Tuesday, November 8, 2011

The Truth

A lot of people are saying that I used to be happy go lucky and cheerful before Greg, that I was.........different back then.

Here's the truth. The first message I sent to Greg was because the man I was with at the time was very verbally abusive and I wanted to know what I should do, so I messaged Greg.

When Greg and I started dating it was just after I had ended my 4 year relationship with my ex.

I was OKAY before my ex, I loved myself... I was happy with how I looked and how I acted, but ever since that relationship I have been scared of who I am.. I've hated the real Shiloh since that relationship.

I spent 4 years being told I wasn't good enough, yes I have changed.

Will I ever be myself again? I have no idea. I really wish Greg could know who I was before my ex, things would be a lot easier for us.

Don't let your first love ruin you, because you'll find someone you love even more than you ever imagined
and wish you never gave your soul and personality to the one before him....

I love Greg more than I have loved anyone, he will always be my one true love, I will fight for this man until I can't move anymore.