Sunday, October 9, 2011
Thought's for my future.
My life is coming together, my future is building itself right in front of my eyes. The man I love the most sits in front of me, the home of my dreams sits in front of me, my wedding, my horses, my music. Everything is coming together perfectly. And here I thought I would be alone and miserable for the rest of my life. My music is going the way I want it to, my relationship, my life, everything.
One thing, one outstanding thing is missing though.
Where is my family? I know they love me, I know they will always love me, but through all this drama they seem to have just vanished. I miss my family :/
It only consists of a few people but I miss them, I miss the love and support.
Have I lost them?
Please come back into my life family. I love you dearly.
As for everything else, I am truly happy in my life.
I'm engaged, I never thought I would ever get engaged HAHA >_> Highschool memories "No-one will ever like me wahhhhhhhh."
I am so ready for my future.
I am going to be getting married at my DREAM home for shit's sake. What more could I ask for?
I plan on building my own studio from the ground up, which should be quite fun.
Once it is done, I doubt anyone will hear from me for a little while, I will just huddle myself in my studio and never come out. :]
Well I'm not sure what else to say other than, thank you to my friends, family, and fans for helping me through the hard times. I appreciate everything you have done for me.
P.S. Mom & Dad: I love you guys so much... Mom - I wouldn't be the woman I am today if it wasn't for your strong influence, and teaching me to respect and love myself, I couldn't ask for a better mother, I love you.
Dad - We have had our rough patches but I know you love me more than anything in the entire world, I love you. We still need to go to dinner together, and go find smoke shisha <3
Two best parents I could ever ask for <3 <3 <3 <3 <3