Sunday, October 9, 2011

Thought's for my future.

When I was a little girl I always dream't of growing up, marrying a man I love with everything I have, and him loving me back the same way, having my own studio in my home and having horses on my property which conveniently sat in the middle of the mountains.

My life is coming together, my future is building itself right in front of my eyes. The man I love the most sits in front of me, the home of my dreams sits in front of me, my wedding, my horses, my music. Everything is coming together perfectly. And here I thought I would be alone and miserable for the rest of my life. My music is going the way I want it to, my relationship, my life, everything.

One thing, one outstanding thing is missing though.
Where is my family? I know they love me, I know they will always love me, but through all this drama they seem to have just vanished. I miss my family :/
It only consists of a few people but I miss them, I miss the love and support.
Have I lost them?
Please come back into my life family. I love you dearly.

As for everything else, I am truly happy in my life.
I'm engaged, I never thought I would ever get engaged HAHA >_> Highschool memories "No-one will ever like me wahhhhhhhh."
I am so ready for my future.
I am going to be getting married at my DREAM home for shit's sake. What more could I ask for?

I plan on building my own studio from the ground up, which should be quite fun.
Once it is done, I doubt anyone will hear from me for a little while, I will just huddle myself in my studio and never come out. :]

Well I'm not sure what else to say other than, thank you to my friends, family, and fans for helping me through the hard times. I appreciate everything you have done for me.

P.S. Mom & Dad: I love you guys so much... Mom - I wouldn't be the woman I am today if it wasn't for your strong influence, and teaching me to respect and love myself, I couldn't ask for a better mother, I love you.
Dad - We have had our rough patches but I know you love me more than anything in the entire world, I love you. We still need to go to dinner together, and go find smoke shisha <3

Two best parents I could ever ask for <3 <3 <3 <3 <3


  1. Shiloohh. :3 I love you! (no homo)
    I couldn't stand it when you and Greg weren't together. I squealed, jumped when I found out you guys were back together. I'm naming my girl (if i ever get pregnant and have a girl) Shiloh.
    So glad you're happy again, (partially or for the most part.)
    :) <3 <3 <3 <3
    -Vanessa, one of your biggesstt fans. :)

  2. What you have with Greg is a beautiful thing, you can be yourself next to him, trust
    in him & For those who do not even respect your decisions, will pray for them to realize that what matters is your happiness. Shiloh I wish you the best, You are a person to admire.

    Hello from South America :)

  3. Shiloh, you're an amazing person, and I'm happy that you're happy again. =)

  4. As a follower of your blog, and of course youtube... I think (even though my opinion isn't much) that you and your happiness should be your number one priority, and it seems you have made it that. I hope your family comes around.

  5. You should make your blog mobile compatible for fans to see it when they are on the go :)

  6. I'm really glad you're happy that's all that matters right now. I also can't wait to hear your new music!!! :D Have fun Shiloh!!!!