Unfortunately every memory coming back to me is painful, things from before being with Greg and and fights with him.
I'm a happy person and it usually takes a lot to put me into a deep depression...but I'm slowly slipping into one, I don't want tot loose myself to it.
Why is it I have to remember such heartbreaking and mind shattering things?
Why should it all bother me?
Why am I a slave to my feelings?
Is there ever a point where the bad memories just ravage and drown the good one's?
It's all just needless pain at this point and I really want it to stop.
If it wasn't for Greg this whole experience would be so much worse...Thank you Greg <3 I love you.
Thank you friend's and family for doing what you have always done for me, and be there.
And Thank you to all of my fan's for being amazing.
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